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#211
Mehri paused.
I kept silent.
I really had no idea what Mehri meant…
He finally said
– I insist that you go to a counselor now, but not everyone has the knowledge and humanity to become a counselor. That person told Mani during the period when he was full of anger that you have a wild monster inside you that can kill people in anger, you can torment and torture! In this way, he wanted to encourage Mani to control himself, but he only made Mani hate himself!
He took a deep and tired breath and said
– When your relationship started, I was waiting for your call.
Call me, tell me whatever comes out of your mouth and condemn Mani for being a psychopath. That’s why I warned you so much!
With this, he turned to me and said
– Even Shima always complained that your son is nervous! Even though I knew that Mani was calm at that time and only loving. That’s why I was really waiting for your complaint!
I looked at Mehri in disbelief.
I slapped my lips
– It’s true, but he gets nervous. But it is not really abnormal!
He said with a careless smile on his face
– I am happy that you did not see Mani on that screen and I hope that it does not really exist and that you will never see it!
He looked away from me and said
– Did you see it?
He didn’t look at me
But he nodded and said
– Yes, but when he didn’t even go to high school and it was his father’s case again…
He emptied his lungs of air and said
– When Manny was a child, his father imprisoned him in the bathroom until I came. He was a real psychic. He tortured the 2-year-old child to the point of death. Finally, one of the neighbors informed me. My child did not have a tongue.
My body froze.
Mehri looked at me and said
– He hates his father very much. He is afraid that this hatred in him will hurt you, otherwise I have no doubt that he will never do anything to torment you!
I agreed with what Mehri said.
Even in our relationship…
When I felt that Mani was losing himself
It was enough to say Mani.
That’s it!
When I called his name, he calmed down and obeyed.
We both stared out in silence.
Mehri asked
– Neither of you got any luck from your father.
I smiled bitterly and said under my breath
– Unfortunately
Mehri said
– Don’t you like to communicate with your sister?
I did not look at it
But I could feel the weight of his gaze on me.
I took a tired breath and said
– No, honestly. I thought about them a lot during this time.
There was silence.
Mehri said
– Maybe they will understand the truth.
I jumped in the middle of his speech and said
– What is the truth? It doesn’t matter if you are taken by force or on your own, there you are a bad person as soon as you are beaten!
I looked at the busy street and said
– I just went on my own and got into my boyfriend’s car. My father did not forgive this, he did not think about the rest even for a moment!
I kept silent.
Because I had a grudge.
Mehri said
– May your mother’s soul rest in peace. You must be worried about that world now.
I remembered my dream.
I whispered under my breath
– Very much. a lot
I blinked a few times to stop my tears from flowing again and took a deep breath.
I leaned my head on the chair and said
– Thank you, it is like Madrid for me.
This post is written by Rowyaaa