I just came back

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I just came back
To the house that I left last night with fear
I look around the house, at the mess from that escape. And I remember what efforts and greed I have had for each of these possessions
The possessions that I had last night in that moment of terror, none of them had any value higher than my life. So much so that I let them go and ran away.
Last night I was saying to myself, God, it’s not fair, I still have a lot of things that I want to do, and at the same time I remembered the moments I spent on the couch, being bored and doing nothing.
Last night, when one of my loved ones sent me a message and greeted me and finally said take care of yourself, I love you so much, all the years of our friendship came before my eyes. How much I loved him and that maybe this was the last time I could hear him and say I love you, I was filled with sadness.
This morning when I woke up from my disturbed dreams, the only feeling I had was being alive is a wonderful feeling even if the whole world is against you. Even if this aliveness lasts only one more day.
Breakfast is so good! I had left the breakfast table, which I did not eat with reluctance and carelessness in the mornings.
When I kissed one of my loved ones who was still asleep and awake, I realized that you can still hug and kiss is the most beautiful possibility of being.
For several mornings, I had denied this kiss and hug from myself and the other. And what a pity!
On the street, Tehran was strangely beautiful with its pollution, crowds and street lights; Tehrani who had seen me every morning with anger and criticism until yesterday.
For the first time in my life, I was full of being alive
And this was the miracle of last night’s earthquake.
After all these years of listening, speaking and writing, I felt with all my heart what it means to seize the moment!
Last night, the preciousness of life was fully revealed to me
Forgive me if I broke your heart
If I withheld my seal, my hug and all the things I had
Forgive me if I realized so late that having you is a miracle
Life is a miracle
And enjoying each and every moment is the only mission of man in this existence
i love you
Parisa Zabelli
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