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#277
I thought Mani is laughing now
But his look became serious and he said
– Don’t say that, you scare me.
I left
I wanted to go away from Manny
But he held me and said
– Anemone
I looked at him and said
– Manny is really responsible. It’s really scary!
We both nodded.
Mani hugged me and I put my head on Mani’s chest at the same time.
I closed my eyes and said
– I wish we would find out tomorrow that I am not pregnant. Your mom has just a lump of fat, not cancer…
Manny laughed softly.
He moved his hand caressingly on my body and said
– This dream was like my childhood dreams!
I laughed and said
– I know The ones that were never fulfilled…
Mani Homi said and we both fell into silence.
Really, our childhood memories were always the same…
I wish it would snow. And it never snowed in our city.
I wish tomorrow dad would buy me that doll that we saw at my aunt’s house and it would never have been bought.
I wish my mother would be fine tomorrow.
Wish and wish and wish
I slept with these thoughts.
I dreamed of a little boy again.
A boy whose eyes and full black eyelashes were copy money.
I woke up and saw Manny’s awake eyes.
He smiled at me and said
– Shall we go with mom, doctor?
I nodded and we both got up quickly.
It was 9 o’clock.
We left the house by ten and went to the hospital where they were supposed to consult the first doctor.
The doctor was operating and he was supposed to see us when he came out of the operating room.
We waited in the waiting room, Mehri told me
– I also had an appointment with a gynecologist for the evening, my dear. We will go to him at 5 o’clock.
I smiled and said
– Thank you Manny and I are going. You will be quite tired by then.
Habib said
– No, we are coming too. Because we want to consult Dr. Ahmadi in the same clinic. We found this doctor on the internet. The comments about it were good, we took turns.
I nodded and said nothing.
I didn’t know how to pray that I won’t be pregnant, that our responsibilities won’t be too much…
Or pray that I’m pregnant so that we don’t get lost in front of Mehri and Habib!
Finally, the doctor’s operation was over and he came out.
He knew Mehri and Habib.
He looked at the photos in the same hall and turned to Mehri
– I think it has relapsed. Evacuation surgery should be performed. Coordinate with the secretary to make an appointment.
Mehri said
– Sampling is not necessary?
The doctor answered
– The size of the mass is large. Whatever gender it is, it is better to remove it. We take the pathology answer and then decide to continue the treatment.
We thanked them and they decided to take their turn.
We came out and Habib said
– Well, this doctor had the same opinion as the previous doctor.
Mehri nodded and said
– But he didn’t say do the surgery today and if you don’t do the surgery you will die!
Mani said quickly
– Exactly. Where is the next doctor? what time is it
Habib said
– I found another one on the internet, now the hospital. there is Let’s consult.
Everyone agreed and we went there. It was very busy and he said that no matter how long we stay today, it will not be our turn.
We didn’t care and went to lunch.
We had another doctor’s appointment at 2 o’clock.
The same as introduced in the hospital.
We also visited him, and after examining the photos, he said that he needs to take a sample to make a decision, and that he cannot comment on the surgery.
It was almost four o’clock and we went to the clinic where Mehri had made an appointment for my visit.
My head was heavy with stress. Mani parked the car and everyone got out except me.
He opened the door to me and looked at me questioningly.
I whispered softly
– Can we go?
This post is written by Rowyaaa