I was staring at Mani’s face with the fragrance of anemones

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I was staring at Mani’s face.
His face was staring blankly at the phone…
He slapped his lips
– Thank you for informing Nima…
Nima said worriedly
– How are you?
Manny said quietly
– Yes, Dad, you gave good news… why should I be bad?
With this, he hung up the phone.
He kept staring at the phone.
I slapped my lips
– Mani…
But he did not look at me and said
– Can I think first?
I was taken aback by his words.
I said slowly
– Do you like to be alone?
He quickly grabbed my arm.
He pulled me towards him and said
– No. be in my arms Just think!
I nodded.
I put my head on your shoulder…
I know he put his hand around my waist and we stared at the sea.
in silence…
The sea turned red.
It turned black and we fell into darkness…
Everyone slowly left and we were still sitting.
I had thousands of thoughts in my head.
That Mani is upset.
Because I am the cause of these events…
Because he must have a guilty conscience…
His father was stabbed.
Manny stabbed him…
And he was so bad that he had an accident and died…
My head hurt from this amount of thought.
I slowly left Mani’s arms.
I looked at it.
This time he looked at me.
He smiled faintly and said
– Are you tired? shall we go
I said worried
– How are you?
His smile grew bigger.
Although it was not deep…
But it was real.
He nodded and said
– Honestly, I was shocked!
This time his smile deepened and he said
– I always believed in God. To the supreme power that owns this world. Because this life is part of our experiment and growth. That karma exists. To not eat anyone’s rights and be a human being…
I smiled
I said accidentally
– That’s why you saved me…
His hand sat on my cheek.
He nodded.
bent down
He kissed my lips softly and said
– Yes, but today, for the first time in my entire life, I really felt God’s presence… as if he was right behind me and his hand was on my shoulder!
I looked at Mani in disbelief and shock when he said
– Do you remember when I stabbed my father? I wanted to hit him in the stomach again but I couldn’t and he passed by?
The scenes were reviewed in my head.
That moment when Mani was in his father’s stomach…
At that moment, he could have opened it, but he stopped and his father left…
Manny said quietly
– That last moment. I knew if I hit another one, he would die right here. I really wanted to hit. But as if a force stopped me. I wanted to kill him with all my heart at that moment!
My body went numb.
Manny said
– I don’t know why I couldn’t finish it. But with all my heart, I asked God to destroy it!
Mani leaned his forehead against mine and said
– I even thought that the lamb would go under the trailer and his corpse would not even be at the level of the corpse. be destroyed be destroyed Get hammered by life!
I closed my eyes.
It was also scary…
It was also strange…
It’s like a miracle…
Manny whispered softly
– When Nima said that daddy went under the trailer, that exact moment and that stupid wish crossed my mind at that moment. It’s like someone put his hand on my shoulder…
I cried involuntarily and Mani said
– It was as if he wanted to say, “You see, I love you!” I told you to leave it to me!
Manny moved his head back.
Seeing his red eyes, I smiled spitefully.
Mani smiled with red eyes and said
– Did you see that anemone is the miracle of my life? Did you see that God gave you to me? Did you see I told you?

This post is written by Rowyaaa