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My head was heavy with stress. Mani parked the car and everyone got out except me.
He opened the door to me and looked at me questioningly.
I whispered softly
– Can we go?
I put my head down…
Mani caressed my arm and said
– Anemone come on You said yourself, now he only writes sono and blood tests!
I raised my head and looked at Mani and said
– I am stressed. I am afraid that I will fall.
Mani helped me get off and said
– Don’t have it. Either you are or you are not. Think about mom, the matter is life and death!
I was ashamed of my anxiety and said
– I know but What if I’m not there and mom doesn’t care about continuing the treatment?
We went together to Mehri and Habib
Mani said
– Let’s think about good things.
I nodded and did not continue the discussion.
good things like getting better Mehri and
Am I not pregnant?!!!
I was sure about the first one
But I didn’t know whether I would be happy or not…
Last night I dreamed of a baby and today I thought about it a lot, I was involved in two conflicting feelings.
The taste of the presence of a gift from God that comes from me and Mani…
And the fear of the responsibility of raising and protecting the child’s soul, body and soul…
We went inside and Mani gave my details.
It was very crowded and they said that I can sit inside only with one companion.
Mani wanted to stay, but they were told that the salon is only for pregnant women and it will be difficult for them even with a man.
Mehri and I said goodbye to the others and went inside.
We waited.
My heart was beating fast, I felt that Mehri could hear my heartbeat.
The secretary gave me a sheet to fill in my biography.
I wrote the information. I also wrote the time when my period was late and gave it to the secretary.
He checked the paper and said
– Has it been 8 weeks since your last period?
I nodded and said
– So come, before your visit, give this room an ultrasound to see how the condition of the uterus is?!
I said hesitantly
– It is not necessary for a doctor to write?
The secretary answered
– Order it for everyone with 8 weeks delay period, my dear. Go inside and you will pay the bill with the visit.
My heart fell and I said
– I have to tell my wife to come too!
The secretary looked at me with surprise and said
– My dear, there is a sono. there is nothing Do you want to tell your mother to come!
Mehri, who was sitting behind, could not hear the discussion
But he understood the doctor’s hint.
He came to us and said
– What’s wrong, dear?
said the secretary
– Go and have an ultrasound done, go to the doctor with an ultrasound!
Mehri looked at me questioningly and said
– Shall we go? Why worry?
I couldn’t tell you to come here
I just slapped my lips softly
– Nothing.
We went to Sono’s room together. I wanted to cry.
I lay down on the bed and removed my clothes.
Mehri said
– That’s the good thing here. Sono is in the office, we don’t need to go out!
I wanted to cry.
what good is this
What if he says there is no news now?
What if he says there is?
Due to stress, I wanted to curl up instead of lying down.
The sonographer came. Greeted with Mehri and seemed to know Mehri.
Mehri said
– My daughter-in-law’s anemone. One year of marriage.
The sonographer greeted me. Cool liquid poured on my stomach. He pointed to the monitor above his head and said
– Here you can see what’s going on in your stomach. He put the device on my stomach. He pressed a little and black and white things were found on the monitor.
He paused. He turned a little and said
– Yes. This is a beautiful pregnancy bag for your bride!
There was a gray area in the middle of the monitor that seemed to be pulsing…
This post is written by Rowyaaa