#story
#Dolaram
#Part of the voice
I gave him a quick glance and pointed to his car, he got into his car and drove a little further towards the pharmacy.
He got off without saying anything and went to the pharmacy. It took a few minutes until he came with a package of medicines. He sat down in the car and put the package on my feet.
I thanked him under my breath but didn’t say anything, I didn’t expect him to say anything
The silence between us was bothering me, I didn’t have any topic to discuss, why was I so interested in talking to him, because I didn’t know the answer myself.
I was stuck with Mehri and I wanted to open up like this
– About the events of today and Mehri
– It doesn’t matter.
Don’t get sick in your life, so let me hit you, then tear my words to pieces
– But it’s important for me, Mehri’s words hurt me badly, there was no need for violence, if I was in a good mood, I would have responded.
– I didn’t do that for your memory
He grinned and continued: He used to wander a lot in my work, but recently his head and ears were shaking badly
– What does that mean?!
He didn’t answer me. I wanted to continue until he finally got tired and told me what he meant, but I knew it was useless to talk about this man who had reduced him to a stone.
– Can I make a request?!
He glanced at me and stared at the street again
– What do you want?!
– Ummmmmm
I was left wondering how to say it
– Well, I don’t want anything special, I just miss Farhad
He turned around like that and saw that I had to keep silent
– Continue
He uttered his sentence seriously and with a hint of violence
I don’t know what it is, it seems like there is a problem with me
– He wanted nothing else, let me go to him this weekend
– No
– What is not?!
– Can’t
– Why?! Don’t I have to live like a prisoner in your villa for the rest of my life?!
There was silence, but I continued: I have to go see Shehtma, I’m totally worried by now
He said loudly and firmly: I said no, that means no, so shut up and don’t add insults
I was greedy
– I don’t want to be suffocated by the force of your servant or your prisoner
I saw that he did not say anything and pressed the poor man’s order in his hand. I turned my face away from him. I chewed the skin of my lip greedily.
He looked like he was thinking, but he mastered his driving precisely
– So at least let him call me, I’m sorry
Kalafe turned his face towards me and looked at me and answered me
– You don’t care, do you? Don’t let me make you feel any other way
Every minute it got on people’s nerves more and more
– But you who don’t understand what I’m saying don’t go away, why don’t you let me call him?
And he screamed like this: “Shut up” and I clung tightly to the car seat and my heart was empty
The four pillars of my body, without any door and the body of my poor car, started to vibrate
**
He was going to the villa when I became his donkey, God knows what I had done
I grabbed the corner of his shirt and pulled it
Now that I can’t force my words to him, I understand him in a different way
I oppressed my gaze and my tone, when I used to calm down at times like this, was directly staring into my eyes and I, who could not see anywhere but his eyes.
The blackness of the night must come and lay before the eyes of this lame
He pulled his shirt from my hand
I said innocently and sincerely: Will you let me go?!
He turned his face with a smile and asked to go back, but I blocked his way, we were chest to chest
– May God leave you alone
– Is it so important to you?!
-Who is Farhad?! Well, I’m rotten in this house, I want to go out
– Are you saying that you are a doctor?
– How do you know he is a doctor?!
– It doesn’t matter which one?!
– Every shower
After a short pause, he stared at me and said: Why are you insisting so much?!
Counted and counted, I said: Because it’s the last time
– So that’s all
– Saw
– When you go to him, will you feel better?!
– Maybe