#story
#Dolaram
#Episode 140
Pari said that day that he had read somewhere that when girls fall in love, they keep quiet, but at the same time, they talk a little in their eyes and think more.
I went to stand in front of this and looked at myself. Have I changed?!
I touched my face and eyes, how should I know if I have changed or not? How can I know what I want and what is the name of this strange feeling?!
I have heart palpitations, so I must be sick
Is it gone now?
When I see him, my hands and feet freeze (freeze), his kiss on the night of the party, when we are all close, his gaze during the dance, every time he turned me around, his gaze locked in my eyes, my whole body trembled.
His warm hands inflamed me, sometimes my body was cold and sometimes warm
Oh my god, what’s wrong?! I’m sick?! What’s wrong with me?! Physical or mental?! Maybe I really fell in love?! I mean, maybe I’m crazy?! Now why Arsham?! Someone I don’t know anything about, I don’t know who he is. What’s going on? Everything I saw was external, I don’t know anything about the inside
Do I want to have this feeling forever?! Do I want it to stay like this?! Even if it doesn’t work out?!
As I was looking at myself like this, I remembered the conversation I had with Perry that day and laughed.
(- But if I fall in love, I won’t keep silent, will I?!
– So what?! You stand in front of him and say, oh, beautiful, you bit my brain, I fell in love with you, or you will come and take me, or I will come and take your legs, right?!
– Nech is not aware of this, he was in love with me, and everything will be better than nothing, but if I don’t know if he wants me or not, then what?!
– What?!
– What peas!!
– No, what is really no joke?!
– I won’t bring any more trouble to him if he comes with his tongue and stares into my eyes and says “I love you”
– Go ahead, are you kidding?! How?!
– It is not your job to be sure that it will happen only when you understand that I am really in love
– Servant of God, my heart is burning for him right now
– Don’t worry, you underestimated Deli)
The sound of his laughter filled my head, it made my heart melt. I haven’t heard from him for a while. His absence was constant and it was not new to me, but if he wanted to see me, he didn’t know where I was. I didn’t have the chance, but after the trip I have to go see him. At least call him. The two times I called him, he was on the phone. Of course, this was always his job, he would turn off his romance from his fiancee
I laughed at our words that day, but now
Now I’m really sure about what I’m feeling? I’m sure, I can be more sure than that
That day, I told Perry that I know I fell in love, what should I do, I knew a thousand ways to make her fall in love with me, my pride remained in her place, and I was testing her to prove that I don’t love her.
I looked at you and said under my breath: No, it seems that I am really sad
When I remembered Farhad, my smile faded, because of this I was sure that I had no feelings for him, he should have told me from the beginning, it would have been better when he understood, rather than letting all this time pass.
He must be able to forget me. It’s definitely hard, but he must be able to. A one-sided love cannot form an ideal life.
Farhad was perfect in all respects, his job position and social position were ideal in all respects
But a heart that doesn’t want someone, no matter how high you go, it still doesn’t want that person
I shouldn’t give him hope in vain, even though I gave him my definitive answer, he still didn’t accept it
I will definitely talk to him and convince him when I come back