#story
#Dolaram
# part one hundred and sixty two
Arslan didn’t hide a smile that was more like a grin and looked at me, but Arsham was talking to him.
– Your heart?! It’s interesting that Arsham, whom I knew, would hardly say such things.
And he stared at Arsham and continued: No, why should I have a problem? I just wanted to say that his special behavior made me have a different opinion.
I couldn’t stop my curiosity, I didn’t know what he meant
– What did you take?!
Arsham was waiting for Arslan to answer my question
Arslan shook his head and at the same time his gaze was rotating between me and Arsham
– Both in America and in Iran, I have seen many girls who, when they are with their boyfriends, do not hesitate to do anything to achieve their own freedom and freedom of thought. Such girls are very easygoing and carefree. When Arsham said that you are his lover, I said to myself, “You are one too.” A girlfriend like the one I saw, I expected you to be easy with the people around you, but it wasn’t like that, even now, that’s exactly what I understood from you
When he finished speaking, I looked at the table and thought he wanted to say that I am one of them, that I can’t see myself in the water, otherwise we are good swimmers.
I had taken something else from what he said, but he meant something else
Well, he doesn’t know, I’m not Arsham’s girlfriend, and all this is a show that I wish wasn’t there, at least I didn’t want it now, I wanted it to be true, but I wasn’t his girlfriend, but I wasn’t that kind of person as a girlfriend.
Arsham’s serious and firm voice brought me to myself
– Surely, those who have a bad mentality in this field will also have a wrong impression
And I felt that there was a special meaning hidden behind this sentence, which stared into Arslan’s eyes and he continued with a frown: Experience has proven this to me, so now I can understand exactly what you mean by these words.
Then he handed it over with a smile. Seeing Arslan’s hands clenched into fists next to his plate, I understood that Arsham was angry with this statement.
– Do you want to start?!
And Arsham looked at his plate and answered with the same smile and cold tone: I finished this game a long time ago, and you know that when I finish a game, I never want to start it again.
With Arsham’s words, Arslan nervously closed his eyes and opened them again, none of them said anything and apparently they were busy eating dinner.
I was on my own and I was trying to organize my chaotic thoughts, I would put a spoonful of food in my mouth from time to time.
My appetite was completely gone
**
In the middle of the night, I was so hungry that my stomach was burning, and I was also thirsty.
My throat was dry and I really wanted a glass of water because I wasn’t used to it here. I forgot to bring water in the room. I didn’t like going to the bathroom and drinking water from the sink.
I sat down in the jama’ah, I can’t sleep
I came down from the bed, my sleeping clothes were a white blouse and pants, which had a heart design on my stomach and shoulders, a small red heart, I wore this for comfort, otherwise I would have become the same as the girls.
With hungover eyes, I was looking for my shawl to put on my head, but it was not clear where I dropped it
Don’t worry, go eat, who is awake at this time? I want a shawl, what are you doing?
I looked at the clock on the table, it was 2:5
I touched my eyes and went out of the room calmly